It's time to get serious. I'm going to be stuck in college for at least four more years, Masters and the rest included, so it's high time I got serious. I've been lazy. I've been reclusive. No more. I need to put my own personal issues aside and pay attention to the people in my life who need it. I'm not the most observant person, or caring, really, but I should reach out and be better about this stuff.
So now, no more sleeping in, instead I'm going to do more studying. More reading. For some reason I've stopped reading for pleasure. I've stopped listening to music. I've stopped watching movies or The Office.
I need to stop focusing on me, and get to others. I realize I've messed up in the past, so now, it's time to start over. Time to not settle. This is not the sound of settling.
